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I Love You But Damn

by Smokey Brights

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1.
Save Us Sarah Sarah’s been here for a while she’s the city’s abandoned child. Black denim studded star, faded tattoos on her arms. She says “Old punks never die. Still got the band, still doing alright” Says “I don’t have to be polite to some kid who moved here last night.” Save us Sarah. Nobody plays like you. Turn it up loud and break some hearts now. Do what you came to do. Sharing stories, sharing cigarettes in the neon glow after Sarah’s set. While our city disappears, still got that ringing in our ears. She says “Old punks never die,” laughing smoke into the night. “They aint knocked this place down yet, still got time for new regrets.” Save us Sarah. Nobody plays like you. Turn it up loud and break some hearts now. Do what you came to do. Save us Sarah. Nobody plays like you. Kick my beer over on the bartop playing guitar in your torn up shoes.
2.
72 04:01
72 I saw you last night on the 72 wasn’t sure at first if it was really you. You caught my eye, said- “Hey it’s been a minute or two Crazy, lately I’ve been thinking of you.” Tell me what’s new, you stuck here too? Are you headed home, Is someone waiting for you? Been way too long, Just heard our song. You Make-a My Dreams Come True That made me think of you. Spend my nights playing games that I know I’ll lose. Lately I’ve been thinking about you. Spend my days with people that just look right through me, wishing someone would look at me like you used to. No there’s not much new I’m stuck here too Same place same job Been on a date or two But it’s all felt wrong ‘till i heard that song I thought I moved on too, I guess I’m stuck on you. I’ve been thinking about you So what are you doing tonight? What are you doing tonight? What are you doing tonight? I ain't got nothing tonight And my stops just after the light People can start again right? What are you doing tonight? I’ve been thinking about you
3.
Cruel 03:39
Cruel You want to know what I’m doing here? Well I thought that was perfectly clear. You want to know what I’m looking for? A little love and an open door. You know it hurts when you break me down. Sometimes I wonder why I stick around. You don’t have to be cruel Just say what you mean. I’m strong and I can take what you say, honestly. I want all of you no inbetween. But is this the part where you tear my heart out of me? You want to know why I’m holding on? I still feel like you’re the one. Are you just selfish or don’t you know? You’re just a child in some grown up’s clothes. You don’t have to be cruel Just say what you mean. I’m strong and I can take what you say, honestly. I want all of you No inbetween. But is this the part where you tear my heart out of me? Don’t tell me this isn’t real. Don’t tell me this isn’t real. You don’t have to be cruel Just say what you mean. But is this the part where you tear my heart out of me? I want all of you No inbetween. But is this the part where you tear my heart out of me?
4.
I Love You But Damn Cannonball down the yellow line Headed East, losing time. How many miles we got left? You’re back home getting your degree, explaining me to your family- It’s been a rocky start, but he’s awful sweet. I love you but damn, I love you but damn. Drove all day for a cancelled show. Slept in the van, nowhere to go. At least tomorrow I’ll see the coast. Getting trashed, losing sleep, gas station food to eat. The closest thing I’d ever felt to free. I love you but damn, I love you but damn- I guess I’ll learn to love myself someday. I love you but damn, I love you but damn- I’ve gotta learn to love myself someday. Well it’s kind of the same out here, which is kinda what I feared. Proof I’m not looking in the mirror. Drove all night till the engine stalled pulled it together for a call- straight to voicemail, rambling on... I love you but damn, I love you but damn- I guess I’ll learn to love myself someday. I love you but damn, I love you but damn- I’ve gotta learn to love myself someday. But I don’t even know what state I’m in sorry you’re sleeping alone again. I passed out in the back seat Dreamed of you in the dry heat. I don’t even know what state I’m in. Lost my phone in Reno, calling from a friend’s. Sorry if it’s late there, It’s not like I don’t care. But I don’t even know what state I’m in. I don’t even know what state I’m in. I don’t even know what state I’m in. I don’t even know... I love you but damn, I love you but damn- I kinda lose myself when you’re so far away. I love you but damn, I love you but damn- I guess I’ll learn to love myself someday. I’ve gotta learn to love myself someday. I guess I’ll learn to love myself, I’ve gotta learn to love myself someday.
5.
January 15 04:25
January 15 Wake up as you’re leaving Pour myself a cup Then I put it in the microwave Cause it’s never warm enough Hear the rain on my window As my neighbor starts his truck Watch him give the their backpacks And point them towards the bus It’s dark when I head out It’s dark when I get done We’ve got three months Until we see the sun Ran into your sister At the store the other day Said I heard your dad’s been sick I sure hope that he’s okay We talked about some old friends We used to see most days How some turned hard against the world And some others moved away It was dark when we got started It was dark when we got done We’ve got three months Until we see the sun I heard the song you sang me When you thought I was asleep I don’t sleep much these nights But it sure felt like a dream You took my hand, we floated Out the window, into the night Well it turns out space is colder So we headed back inside It was dark when we woke up It was dark when we got home You gotta make your own light Just keep on holding on We’ve got three months Until we see the sun
6.
Since '85 03:44
Since ‘85 We go way back you and me ever since elementary. Public pool with our shirts on fighting with our squirt guns- never say die since ‘85. A couple losers you and I, your folks had problems and so did mine. We lit a fire in the alley with our homework after graduation. Have you ever felt so free? Remember you’re a little child, You stuck it out a while. Twenty or so years go by I don’t even know this guy. You can fake it all you like But you’re still a kid inside. It’s such and act acting serious, and I’m so bored I’m delirious. I just want to cruise the lake like we used to and get baked in my car. Bring some CDs and a Black and Mild. Remember you’re a little child, You stuck it out a while. Twenty or so years go by I don’t even know this guy. You can fake it all you like But you’re still a kid inside. Sorry I’ve been so out of touch. I only see you when we’re fucked up. Sorry I never sent a note back, I’m insecure, I felt attacked, Faking our way through this grownup shit. Remember you’re a little child, You stuck it out a while. Twenty or so years go by I don’t even know this guy. You can fake it all you like But you’re still a kid inside.
7.
I Won’t Lie 4 U When you talk big You lose your breath I lose it all Got nothing left Manning up Broing down I can’t smile on demand I’m not your child You’re not my man Do you hear me? Do you hear me now? Cause I’m fed up and I’m calling you out This bitch won’t lie for you The way you stare It weighs me down You scared a girl Aren’t you proud? When I turn my fear into words It’ll be the loudest sound you’ve ever heard Do you hear me? Do you hear me now? Cause I’m fed up and I’m calling you out This bitch won’t lie for you Big man, big watch, big gut, big truck Take what you want and say good luck Was it blessed, unexpressed, from the way I dressed? I’m a friendzoning, cock teasing, stuck up bitch Did your daddy teach you to talk like this? When I turn my fear into words It’ll be the loudest sound you’ve ever heard Do you hear me? Do you hear me now? Cause I’m fed up and I’m calling you out This bitch won’t lie for you This bitch won’t lie for you I won’t lie I won’t lie I won’t lie for you
8.
Dance Until We Die All alone at this party I was in my head I was feeling so invisible Everyone looked so incredible Heading for the door when you asked me to dance Just being seen Made me feel alive I wanna dance until we die When the DJ brings the lights up At a quarter to two You and I will keep holding on Dancing till the final song People stare but I don’t mind Cause we’re making a scene And it makes me feel alive I wanna dance until we die Boogie just to live Dance until, until we die Just being seen Makes me feel alive I wanna dance until we die Boogie just to live I wanna dance until we die You make me feel alive Let’s dance until we die
9.
Hey California Drove straight six hours handed you the keys. Got stoned and I passed out woke up at the sea. I’m only here for tonight. Break down, or a blow out I wouldn’t even care. Postcards to our families- we’ll start a new life here. I’m only here for tonight. Hey California, can I crash here for the night? I know I can’t stay but I want to feel what it’s like where summer still exists. We could live good wouldn’t have to go far. Part time at a surf shop one shift at a bar. I’m only here for tonight Hey California, can I crash here for the night? I know I can’t stay but I want to feel what it’s like where summer still exists. I’m only here for tonight. Hey California! Where summer still exists.
10.
Shelter Me 02:52
Shelter Me I don’t ever wanna leave here, No one ever does. This is where we grew up, where we fell in love. And if we’re forced out by fire or by flood, where could we go? I do not know. Smoke from Cascades big storm on the sea. Sure feels like someday we’ll all be refugees. It ain’t where you’re from it’s what you do when someone needs some help just getting through. Shelter me and I will shelter you through this storm. It’s the best that we can do. Shelter me, and I will shelter you. We’re gonna make it through. That could be you on the border line with your daughter saying “please don’t cry. Go with the man now. I will follow just behind.” That could be us in the caravan. All we’ve got on our backs and in our hands. And the walls you build will only keep you in when the trouble comes for you. Shelter me and I will shelter you through this storm. It’s the best that we can do. Shelter me, and I will shelter you. We’re gonna make it through. We’re gonna make it through. We’re gonna make it.

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released July 10, 2020

--Smokey Brights --
Ryan Devlin - guitars and vocals
Kim West - keys and vocals
Nick Krivchenia - drums and percussion
Luke Logan - bass guitar and vocals

--Featuring --
Aaron Benson - percussion
Andy D. Park - additional synthesizers
Sabrina Ellis - background vocals on "I Won't Lie 4 U"
Jason Cressey - trombone and slide trumpet on "Shelter Me"
Peter Daniel - saxophone on "Shelter Me"

Recorded, produced, and mixed by Andy D. Park at Hall of Justice, Studio X, and The Crumb in Seattle, WA.

Sam Rosson is the Second Engineer on these recordings. Mastered by Ed Brooks at Resonant Mastering.

Photography, design, and art direction by Jake Hanson and Travis Trautt.

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